Saturday, April 9, 2011

Venturing into adulthood

For the past two years I've been asked the question, "what do you plan on majoring in?" and for the past two years the answer has varied. Political science. Marine biology. Kinesiology. Exercise science. International relations. Journalism. And the list goes on. And on. And on. The truth? I have no idea what I want to be when I "grow up". It's come to the point where I just say, "you know. I'm not sure yet." Most people just nod; some act like they understand and others don't. What I don't get is how people just pick a major. I have so many different areas of interest and so many things I'd like to learn. How can someone expect me to pick just one when there are so many different things I can see myself doing?




I know I want a job that allows me to spend time with my family (provided I get married in the future) and one that is flexible. That's probably the most important thing to me. Well, that and a career that makes me happy and feel like I'm making a difference in the world. I would also like to make a decent income, that's a given. Since I love sports I could see myself working in athletic training, rehab, or even physical therapy. I also enjoy the outdoors and helping people, so maybe something along the lines of working at a camp or maybe dealing with troubled teens. I'll always have a soft spot for kids going down the wrong road since I was headed down the same path as many of them. I'd like to help them realize there's more to life. (And no, I don't want to teach. I couldn't handle that.) I also like the idea of marine biology or botany. I love the whole make-up of life thing and figuring out how it all works. I think it'd be cool to work in a lab testing medication and trying to find cures for diseases. Or working in a lab working with water and ecosystems. See what I mean? There's so much variety in what I'm interested in. How will I ever figure it out? Or, rather, when will God tell me what I'm supposed to do? Ya know, maybe He's told me before and I just wasn't listening. That's a possibility. Or, maybe, He's teaching my patience and to trust Him about my future. Either or, maybe I should relax and just... wait.

This morning I worked at the coffee house from 6:45 AM - 12:30 PM. It was an average Saturday to say the least. Made about 10 dollars in tips, so that's not too bad for only five hours. Every little bit counts. I have to work at Festival from 4:00 PM - 9:00 PM. I'm a little frustrated about that. When I first told them about my other job they told me they were willing to work around it, etc. So, I told my manager I'd work every other weekend. This is my fourth or fifth weekend in a row working. They only schedule me one day, but still. I wouldn't mind two in a row. But this is starting to bother me. I'm in college full time. I work 25-35 hours a week at the coffee house. I would like to relax some time. I know I should be grateful I even have a job, let alone two jobs that would hire me on full time, two jobs with nice benefits, flexibility, and so on. I want to be able to go out on a Saturday night, drive to visit my friends who live an hour away, or even just lay around in my pajamas for a whole day. But I can't do that. Welcome to adulthood, Leslie.

Tonight after work I'm meeting up with Melanie at Snap for a late night work out. I've been slacking. Ever since my Zumba session ended I've been Miss Lazy Bones. I have to get back into shape. I need to get my bike out also. Anyways, it'll be nice to go with her. It's always nicer when you have a work out buddy. Plus we'll have a lot to discuss and talk about.

Atlanta beat the Phillies yesterday. Today they're getting CRUSHED. I can't believe it. 10 to 2? That's ridiculous. Come on Atlanta, get it together. So, there's another mouse in my room. It's scary. They're getting smarter. I keep the mouse traps on paper plates (there are currently 6 of them in my bedroom) and the jerk goes onto the paper plate and goes to the bathroom. It's like he's saying, "ha ha. You can't get me." I hate mice. With a passion. It's so disturbing to hear them running around. Sometimes I think I hear a mouse running around the boxes under my bed but I don't know if that's paranoia or not. I hope he gets eaten by an owl, dirty little thing. Who knew such a tiny thing like a mouse could put so much fear into me? I don't mind bugs, bats, snakes, or rodents when they are outside. But when those things come into my room? It's pure chaos.

Well, I guess I better get ready for five hours of Purgatory. Why do they even need a self-check out person until 9?

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