One day down - four to go

I am stuffed. I went to Red Robin tonight (yes, for the second time in three days) and had a wonderful bacon cheese burger with fries. Hey, I ran two and a half miles before we went, I think that makes it a little better. I even managed to run at the seven speed. Anyways, me, Melanie, and Kyra went out for a delicious dinner and it was well worth the calories. I came home and took my shower. And while in the shower I was thinking, "ugh. I shouldn't have eaten all that. I feel sick." Which is true, I do have a tummy ache. But another thought, one that hasn't crossed my mind in a while, wiggled its way into my brain. Maybe I should throw up. Temptation hit me with a wham. Thankfully, I didn't give in. I guess I was thinking about the blog post I made yesterday about wanting to be a woman of God and I just couldn't do it. I finished up my shower and hopped on here. I am beautiful. Maybe I'm not hot, or sexy, or America's next top model - but I am beautiful. I am beautiful because I am God's daughter. I'm beautifully and wonderfully made. Not because of my outward appearance, but because of my inward appearance. And as I better myself, as God works in me, beauty will pour from my pores and I'll reflect the greatest beauty of all - Christ.





Today he texted me, "So at what point do we become boyfriend and girlfriend... Date three?"
"Not sure. What do you think?"
"You're my girlfriend now so no kissing boys lol."
"Lol I'm assuming that means no kissing girls for you too then."
"Yep."
"Alright, that's good, ha."
"So you are my girlfriend then?"
"Depends. Are you sure you like me?"
"Well of course."

Thoughts on that tomorrow. As for tonight, it's time to finish getting ready for bed. I have a long day ahead of me tomorrow.